Tues Jun 19 Trade Signal & Journal

20180619
Long 2 NQ 7209.0, 7209.0, +3.0, +10.0
Long 1 NQ 7191.0, -2.0
Long 1 NQ 7178.25, +12.0
Long 1 RTY 1681.6, -0.0
Long 1 NQ 7176.25, -2.25
Long 1 NQ 7176.5, +10.0
Short 1 YM 24670, +19
Total YM +19
Total NQ +30.75
Total RTY -0

Whatever you get use to in the markets, even for a few days, changes. And just so today as I refrain from taking RTY signals having been spanked so badly by it in the previous two sessions, it behaves from fractal signals and grid levels like an audition for my next book. And me just watching it from the sidelines. And I was so tainted by recent experience that even when I did venture out and into a trade on an entry signal replete with the full compliment of disparate Technical Event Concepts on board, I rushed the stop-loss to break-even to avoid tearing my healing scars, only to watch it rally to heroic victories--without me. ...and just so it is the markets. They seem designed to encourage you to do exactly the wrong things at the wrong times... It did, however, feel great not to pay all those commissions when Martindaling into 4 and 6 contracts like I did the day before.... how I do miss the previous dollar value of the mini Russell at $100 / pt.