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Short 3 M2K 2179.0, 2179.0, 2179.0, -1.5, -1.5, -1.5,
Short 3 M2K 2179.1, 2179.1, 2179.1, -1.5, -1.5, -1.5
Short 3 M2K 2184.9, 2184.9, 2184.9, -1.5, -1.5, -1.5
Short 3 M2K 2186.9, 2186.9, 2186.9, -1.5, -1.5, -1.5
Short 3 M2K 2188.6, 2188.6, 2188.6, -1.5, -1.5, -1.5
Long 3 NQ 15110.5, 15110.5, 15110.5, -5.25, -5.25, -5.25,
Long 3 MNQ 15093.25, 15093.25, 15093.25, -5.25, -5.25, -5.25,
Long 3 MNQ 15095.0, 15095.0, 15095.0, -5.25, -5.25, -5.25,
Long 3 M2K 2185.0, 2185.0, 2185.0, -1.5, -1.5, -1.5
Long 3 MNQ 14045.50, 14045.50, 14045.50, -5.25, -5.25, -5.25,
Total MNQ -47.25
Total M2K -27.0
Total NQ -15.75
A disastrous morning of emotional trading for me. Can't remember when I stepped into it so bad. And to throw oil on the fire, I even entered a 3-lot of the larger Emini NQ contract by mistake at one point, clipping myself badly. I may trade in SIM mode tomorrow, even though I haven't lost my behavior trigger of losing 2 days in row... just to temper the mental state I left myself in for reacting so poorly to my early losses.
Trading is simply not for such behavior. And on days when the action if just bigger than you, step back before your trading becomes even worse...