Tues May 4 2021 Trade Signals and Journal

20210504
 
Long 5 MNQ 13611.25, 13611.25, 13611.25, 13611.25, 13611.25, 13611.5, -2.0, -2.0, -2.0, -2.0, -2.0, 
Long 1 YM 33824, -8
Long 5 MNQ 13586.75, 13586.75, 13586.75, 13586.75, 13586.75, -3.0, -3.0, -3.0, -3.0, -3.0,
Long 5 MNQ 13581.75, 13581.75, 13581.75, 13581.75, 13581.75, -2.75, -2.75, -2.75, -2.75, -2.75, 
Long 5 MES 4144.25, 4144.25, 4144.25, 4144.25, 4144.25, -1.5, -1.5, -1.5, -1.5, -1.5, 
Long 5 MNQ  13540.75, 13540.75, 13540.75, 13540.75, 13540.75, -1.75, -1.75, -1.75, -1.75, -1.75,
Long 1 RTY 2227.8, -0.8
Long 1 RTY 2227.2, -1.4 
Long 1 RTY 2225.4,  -1.5 
Long 10 MNQ 13513.5, 13513.5, 13513.5, 13513.5, 13513.5, 13514.25, 13514.25, 13514.25, 13514.25, 13514.25, +20.0, +20.0, +20.0, +20.0, +20.0, -0.5, -0.5, -0.5, -0.5, -0.5,
Long 10 MNQ 13599.50, 13599.50, 13599.50, 13599.50, 13599.50, 13503.75, 13503.75, 13503.75, 13503.75, 13503.75, -2.0, -2.0, -2.0, -2.0, -2.0, +20.0, +20.0, +20.0, +20.0, +20.0,
Long 5 MNQ   13474.25, 13474.25, 13474.25, 13474.25, 13474.25, -1.5, -1.5, -1.5, -1.5, -1.5, 
Long 5 MNQ 13470.0, 13470.0, 13470.0, 13470.0, 13470.0, -2.0, -2.0, -2.0, -2.0, -2.0, 
Long 5 MNQ  13459.5, 13459.5, 13459.5, 13459.5, 13459.5, -0.5, -0.5, -0.5, -0.5, -0.5, 
Long 5 MNQ  13429.25, -0.75, -0.75, -0.75, -0.75, -0.75, 
Long 5 MNQ 13404.5, 13404.5, 13404.5, 13404.5, 13404.5, 13404.5, -1.75, -1.75, -1.75, -1.75, -1.75, 
Long 5 MNQ  13396.5, 13396.5, 13396.5, 13396.5, 13396.5, -3.0, -3.0, -3.0, -3.0, -3.0, 
 
Total MES -7.5
Total MNQ +92.5
Total YM -8
Total RTY -3.7
 
I practically preach the dominance of the Test-n-Reject Day Model, and so with it, the fading of the first trend in order to position for the complex move back up...    But what do you do with such grinding, endless 1st trends that require repeated re-entries and stop-outs clear until the Noon Hour?    ....you try to survive for another day...     These are easily the most challenging days I've ever experienced.    
 
one other point...   take note of the moment you personally capitulate from all further efforts..    the event you seek is close at hand....